Its the thing called dreams

When i was young,
I remembered telling myself i was gonna be a doctor.
Which I am clearly lying.
Because that was what parents put in your mind.
Be a doctor! You'll be respected! You'll be rich!


But who really cares about that!
I told myself I'm gonna be Ultraman instead!


When I grew up, I knew that dreams aren't easy..
I go through the life of a students
and how i know, thats the most valuable thing that i hated once.
The days when i'm still a student at school.
Heart-throbbing



Now, I am a college students already.
20 years of meaningful life, passed just like ashes..
Slowly drained into misery
and now left with nothing but the will to carry on.

I need to take the path of a loner now.
I can't fall for anyone, just because i have not yet realize my dreams.
Not yet.
I wished i dreamt i was a billionaire.
For money has the strength to do something for me.
When the times come when money have no more importance any longer.

Thats the time when everything goes back to where it belongs.
Misery.
Times exchanged for money. And money exchanged for times.
Is it worth it?

Can only find out.. In the days to come
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